twenty third ALREADY :)

ALLAH Selamat kan saya , ALLAH selamat kan saya , ALLAH selamat kan kartini bt abu hassan :)

Yeah , Bersyukur coz i'm stil alive :) ALHAMDULILAH ..

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FIRST : That days was awesome , I've mini celebration wid my Lovely family , Thanks mom for the choclate cakes ;) I really appriciated that & thnks to all guys for nice birthday wishes .. im spechless otey !

Sunway LagoooOn yaw , last celebration & we have a greatest fun yabebabedoooooo :)

FIVETH : Just simple note to me :) Dear my self , One year older , HAPPY BELATED BUFDAY to you :) You earn to have all your wishes And all of your fancies come true .. keep in mind that the past doesnt label who you're going to be,just learn from that , u must doing better :) keep trying tina & prove it that u can !

kemarahan la !

Erm , sori kepada makcek pakcek , muslimin & muslimat yg sgt terasa pada entry aku kali ni ye..oh lupe,blog aku ye dok..so terpulang la kat aku nak maki ke nak marah ke nak ape ke.aku pn ade perasaan mcm korank2 juga & SO ? boleh aku teruskan ? hohohoh , boleh ye dokk..

1.Aku nak korank tahu bahawasanye kawan makan kawan ni adalah benda yg sgt jijik , faham ? atau dlm erti kata lain nye fuckin backstabber! u r gud-for-nothing otey, jgn nak berlagak sana sini mcm kau tuh hebat sgt la wei , ingat asl usul boleh ? kau dgn aku dlm 1 kategori yg same..

2.Hidup kite ni bkn nak puaskan ati sume org atau maksudnye , bkn sume benda yg kite suke org pn turut suke atau ta faham lagey ? means , citarasa kite lain , perangai kite lain , selera kite lain .. so ta akan sume benda nak follow up pale otak ko tuh , abeh pale otak aku nak campak mane? pajak gadai ka ?

3.Aku ta faham la kenapa perlu act yg ko ni acah2 baek la bagai padahal ko pn same gak. jahat sane sini , jahat mulut la bagai .. hohohoh , senang jek der .. lu ta puas ati dgn gua , lu kasi hadap wa dulu , jgn cilita belakang2 wa la , wa jadi panassss jek dgr ...


END

P/S : mulut jangan longkang sgt , kasi cuci gune clorox sikit okeh & 1 more entry psl bufday is coming soon okey .. waiting for me blogger :) daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Before the clock strikes 12 :)

Anyway , at midnite tonite i turned 23rd yaw :) I've grown a year more..yeah , im getting older..oicccch , but im stil look younger ..hehe , its okey age is just a number kan..Another day older,more pages added to my folder.I'm glad of whom I am today,I would not have myself any other way.So don't mind that I write my own birthday rhyme :) hepy up coming bufday to me :)  I wish i could be more strong , no matter what !


p/s : NAK ADIAH okey ... :)

THIRD :)

kalau kite ditemukan dgn org JAHAT, jGn anggap kita MULIA,BAIK & SEMPURNA ..anggap la mungkin org jahat itu akan bertaubat pada masa akan dtg, jgn pandai nk nilai seseorg dr fizikalnyer ,sbb kita sendiri belum tahu mcm mn akhirnya kehidupan kite




MODE : JUMAAT :)

SECOND :)

pepatah melayu : Berakit-rakit ke hulu , Berenang-renang ketepian . Bersakit-sakit dahulu , bersenang-senang kemudian ...

maksudnye , sume benda bermula dr bawah , kite lahir jd baby dulu then makin lame makin besar , makin lame makin matang , FACT , kite jadi bodoh dulu baru kite jadi pandai , kite jadi kuli dulu baru kite jadi bos .. makin kite sabar , makin banyak nikmat , pengajaran & pengalaman yg kite dpt .. bia kite ssh dulu , sekurang2 nye kite tahu bersyukur , THAN senang berlimpah ruah tp ta bersyukur :) TYVM

first :)

 You're better hurting physically now, than mentally later :)

* Deal wit it ? or dislike ? however u like it or not , thats only my opinion .. TYVM :)

* For me this is TRUE bcoz ur physical pain MAY only last 10 minutes, your mental pain will last forever :)

* With physical pain you can get a doctors note and call it a day :)

* Mental pain stays with you for the rest of ur life depending on how bad the memory is pain is :)

P/S : The only way to deal with mental pain is to face the problem head on , try to get through it with yourself intact as much as possible and remember to never just give up :)

BUBYE ........

super duper BZ

hye blogger , sory if i neglected ya'all .. hehe (bajet hot stuff) .. super duper bz guys sampai tade mase nak blogging :P ..


p/s : pecah kace pecah gelas , sudah bace mesti panas punyeee :D

mom's birthday

JAMAAH BT ABDULLAH ( born November 03 , 1949 ) 

IBU ,
Happy Birthday :) 
Yes ibu , you are the GREATEST .. Your sacrifices and unselfishness did not go unnoticed, ibu.I admire you, I respect you, I love you And I'm so glad you're my wonderful ibu ! You are beautiful no matter how old you are.You are strong no matter how weak you body become ..
IBU ,
Thank you for your patient when I act like a fool , HEHE .. And million thanks for bring me to this world and give me such wonderful life ! thank you for everything otey ! 


*I know that you need no thanks from your noty GIRL kan*


Lasttttttttttttttt ! 

I LOVE YOU FOREVER !

p/s : picture will be uploaded later , (cable hilang) DAMN !

tiena had a bad cough =/

oh sunday

hepy sunday everyone :)
and
hepy bufday to us & wowwa
have a great day ppl 

p/s : nak turu dulu .. mengantokkk dah !

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

speechless,tatau nak cakap ape lagey dah .. rindu dah terubat sebab dpt chill dgn kengkawan lame .. what a great nite BUT adakah mereka rase ape yg aku rase ? hurm , no comment teeeeeett* .. OI KORANK , we don't say much anymore , such baru kenal , we not bahan2 mcm dulu lagey .. gosh , i miss the moment that we have to much times together , karok , pecah , huha , pp , bercuti etc .. ouchhh sumpah rindu , plz take a note ye "kawan" ,i hope ALLAH will show the truth , did u know is argeement its better than arguement .. i dont think that u gonna missed me like i do miss ya'll now ! I'm sorry korank if i hurt you , I'm truly never meant  , i can't undo it what has been done ;/ i can only pray that mayb one day korank will forgive me .. percayalah sometimes i do regret , hurm tatau nak cakap mcm mane lagey dahh , 4 me i want throw my ego bullshit ialah jalan terbaik , no matter who start a fuckin shit .. i also dunno how to explain the guilt inside my heart ;/ YA ALLAH if you hear me , plz help me , help me to be strong , help me to not emo too much ... *menangis jap* 




okeyyy dah okey THEN continue erkk !!


actly what is a friend ? what a definition of FRIEND ? hurm , yup mayb we have their opinion kannn ..
So lets read my opinion 1st ;)


A friend is someone who understands you , someone is always by your side , someone that you can trust , love , laugh , cry etc .. a friend is not someone that talk shit behind your back , curse you out , embrass you , steal from you , lie to you , make up excuses when you want hangout , go shoping , movies , clubs etc .. if you have a friend and they treat you like shit , honestly that person is not friend but is fake friend they probably using you and pretending that they like you .. hurm so many times i had ppl that treat me like that and ppl like that i have called them 


 HYPOCRITE  =)

bebel :"Good friends judge little and forgive much"

Game vs Player

Don't Hate the Game, Hate the PlayerS =D

=D

I Miss You

I Miss You

I Miss You

I miss you all the time :(

When i laugh when i cry i only remember you brother

Rinduu kauuu faham !

no komen :)

ya ALLAH ya tuhanku , kalau die bukan milikku , kau jauhkan laa aku dr pandangan mateku , tapi kalau benar ia milikku , kau dekatkan lah aku dgnnya , kau sinari lah kehidupanku dgn bibit2 cinta bersamanya

AMIN :)


andai satu hari
kau bertemu seorang yang lebih baik dariku
yang mampu menjaga dirimu lebih dariku
yang mampu menyayangi dan menyintaimu lebih dariku
walau ku tahu tiada yang akan menyintamu seperti aku menyintaimu
aku rela melepaskanmu pergi
demi melihat kau bahagia
namun
andai bahagia yang kau kejar itu meninggalkanmu
ketahuilah yang aku akan tetap menantimu
kerana hanya namamu dihatiku
selamanya

mood

current mood : ILOVEYOU , INEEDYOU & IMISSYOU !


bebel : rindunakberduandgnyoubrothercracko (gatalmiangmajnengadejap)


HAHAHAHA

JANGAN !

Haissssh , jangan tamak peeps , jangan cakap besar derrr , jangan aib kan org doh !!
Kalau dah tahu keburukan "kwn" tuh , keep jek laa , ta payah nak "bangga" sgt dok canang satu dunia , atoiyyyai , matang sikit ! kesian kan sikit "kwn" kite tuh , maaf lebih baik kot THAN mcm ni .. manusia mn yg ta pernah buat silap kaannn , kite kena ingat satttuu benda jek , ALLAH maha adil ! sekali kite aibkan org , 10 kali ganda ALLAH akan balas okey ? so pikir2 kan laaa , which 1 is better ! diam atau menyalak mcm hanjeng !


p/s : think b4 u speak ! ALLAH tahu segala kelemahan kite ...

ten.TEN.ten :)

oops !

i'm late to wish you sister :)

i'm sooory i'm soooory

but better LATE than NEVER 

imma rite ? HAHA

soo now time to wish you

I wish you much pleasure and joy;

I hope all of your wishes come true.

May each hour and minute be filled with delight,

And your birthday be perfect for you!

WINK*

TEN.TEN.TEN

on your birthday i want you know how much you mean to me sis =D

I LOVE YOU

really do :)

You are the best thing
I can ever have

WINK*

We fought, we argued, and we hated each other

 but don't forget we were young and we didn't know any better

We were like a regular big sister and little sister where the little one always bothered the big one

 At those times we wished that the other one didn't exist and that they would leave us alone

 I don't know about you but when i look back at those times i almost laugh because it shows how much we disliked each other

Hehehe

Then now ? :)

We grew up and realized that there was no point in fighting so we gave up the battle between us and loved each other for who and what we were

The things we have been through have been quite interesting

I hope we grow up and old being sisters and friends

AMUR !!

*Love you to death even if i don't always show it : )*

P/S : Any cake left ? HAHA

cane ?

Hello ppl Hello readers Hello stalker ;)

weekend yg sgt membosankan :/

dr pagi dok termenung,pk bukan2,naik Semak otak 

so 2day mcm tergerak hati nak bercerita about kwn & kekasih

which 1 is more important ?

kawan

or 

kekasih

Mati ke kite kalau tak ade kawan ?

Mati ke kite kalau tak ade kekasih ?

bg aku kawan terima kite seadanya,walaup buruk,gemuk,bodoh mcm mn pn kite,kawan gak yg sedia mendengar cerita suke & duke kite

TAPI

bkn senang nak cari kawan mcm tu

banyak jek kawan yg PLASTIC

bersepah jek kwn yg SELFISH

merata2 jek kawan yg TIKAM BELAKANG

Senang jek nak wat drama dgn kawan2 ni kan , depan2 kipas smpai kering peluh , tapi belakang2 amek pisau terus tikam jek, Tak cerita bnyk punyer !! 

ouccch ,mcm yg aku sedang alami sekarang ni laa kan , kawan tak suke BF aku

katenye aku SAILANG org punyer

katanye aku Lupe kwn2 bile ade kasih syg

GOSIP2 !! LIAR betul gosip tuh

pedih nye telinga aku,sakitnye hati aku

Cane ?

weii !! Grow up plzzz 

korank dah kenal aku berbelas tahun kot

dah mcm2 benda kan kite buat

So ?

korank percaya ke pd Gosip tuh ?

tahu tak korank betapa sakitnye hati aku

betapa seksanye keadaan aku sekarang

depan BF

belakang KAWAN

so howww laaaa ?

ape yg korank nak aku wat ?

Hell yeah*

Gosh* meleleh air mata aku doohh !!

Beratnye dugaan

seksanye ujian

tapi aku REDHA jek laa weii 

bg la aku mase untuk jernih kan yg mn2 kotor tuh

aku doakan 1 hari nanti pintu hati korank akan terbukak tok pk yg mn LOGIK dan yg mn tak

i called her " FREAK" ok !

terbaca dekat status si minah ni,dia kate aku sibodoh yg xsedar diri dok terhengeh2 kat laki org..oucccch plzzz,xheran kot!aku dgn laki kau dr kecik bestfwen okey perempuan!

kau lagey bodoh SEBAB takkan ada org pandai kalau takda org bodoh. (semua pernah jadi bodoh ..bukan lahir terus pandai baca kot!) so ? GOT IT ? kau saiko duhhh ! itu jek yg aku ley cakap..

Kau jek yg xsedar diri xbagi laki kau kawan dgn aku SEBAB laki kau akan menangkan aku dlm ape kes sekali pn SEBAB kau mulut longkang ! FACT kan ?

Aku cume xberapa faham dgn SIKAP kau yg xpernah berubah tuh SEBAB dr sekola sampai sekarang ni kau tetap nak jd MUSUH no 1 aku,anyway TAHNIAH laa SEBAB ranking no 1 dr duluuu kottt !

Aku actly KESIAN dgn kau SEBAB muke kau cantik dohhh TAPI hati kau busuk mcm SAMPAH kot ! wei salah ke boifren kau anta msg kat aku nak tnye KABAR jek,then kau baca TERUS nak serang aku ! Berani kau kan ! bongekkk !

Kau tahu SEBAB ape aku marah sgt ?? SEBAB kau anta msg kat aku cakap aku betina pelacur kn ! kau tggu jek aku jumpe kau 1 hari nanti ! baru kau akan tahu akibatnye okey?

LAST !

beware of me okey shantek !

the cycle

Wake* work* home* eat* sleep* 
This cycle keeps on and on 
As the time it takes is so long 
Wake, work, home, eat sleep 

:/

stress

*sila pergi jauh 

buntu

*sila pergi sekarang

sakit kepala

*adehs,sila berambus

siksanya berperasaan mcm ni

semak nye

rimas yg teramat sgt

kenapa dgn kau ni tina?

ap yg kau dah buat ni ?

mood

*sila kembali

gelak tawa

*sila ceriakan aku

aku tak mahu gado lagey

aku tak mahu ade misunderstanding

runsing laaa

sumpaaaaahhh !

plz plz plz

kembalikan kebahagiaan !!

hurmmmmm

sy mintak maap otey :/

saya tahu semua ni salah saya

saya sakitkan hati awk lagey kan

saya tak berniat tok tipu awk

saya gak tak berniat nak rahsia kan sesuatu dr awk

semua nya ade sebab,

mgkin awak tak akan tahu selamanya

sebab saya tak pernah terfikir pn nak bg tahu awk

saya takot awk marah

saya takot awk cakap mcm2 kat saya

biarlah rahsia awk

biarlah sy tanggong semua benda ni sensorang

saya tak nak awak banyak pk

saya tak nak awak susah hati

saya nak tengok awk selalu gembira

awk plz maafkan sy ?

satu hari nanti awk akn tahu kebenaranya okey ?

plz eh maafkan segala kesilapan sy :)

pishang & hati :)

Jangan letak pisang dalam beg. Jangan simpan kebencian, dendam kesumat dan apa-apa yang mazmumah dalam hati. Macam pisang yg makin membusuk, begitu juga hati !

yeke ke ?

deal wid it ?

setuju ke ?

betul ke ?

urgh !

kalau kita simpan perasaan benci pada orang lain dalam hati. Bau busuk kebencian itu akan mencemari hati dan kita akan membawanya ke mana saja kita pergi. Jika kamu sendiri tidak boleh tahan dengan bau pisang busuk hanya untuk seminggu, cuba bayangkan apa akan jadi kalau kamu simpan kebencian sepanjang hidup !

tapi !!

arghhh itulah yg terbaik kan?daripada kite membebel mcm org meroyan,ary2 nak kena ingat sumthing yg kite xsuke kat sume org,lame2 org tuh pn naik rimas,so better kite simpan jek dlm haty,biarla kite sorang jek yg tahu,nanti smpai mase nye org tuh akan tahu gak kan kan kan !

herm wtv laaaaa !!

p/s :Kemaafan adalah yang terbaik. Menyayangi lebih baik darpada membenci.