Getting BiGger !

wattafuck..i having big problem wid my overweight ! oh damnnn..from S to L..aiyaaakkkk..ni semua sebab DOUBLE Cheese,Indoo mee DOUBLE,DOUBLE love,ahahah...semua berDOUBLE2..hikhihkhik...shit shit shit...I need diet..oh tina come on..so start dr saat ini,detik ini,hari ini,jam ini..ahaha...sy on DIET...Sekian!

I do it because I can

I can because I want to

yeeaaay caiyok2

DOWN

maybe i’m a being too emotional today ;( its hurt hurt and hurt.. its all becoz i think too much and keep it all too much in my heart..argh, i was down bebeh .. DOWN 

what happened with me ?

urghhh ... down again ?

i sit here alone 

and cry again

i feel so so so empty

hurmmm

Physical pain I can handle

Emotional not so much

Physical pain goes away in time

Emotional pain never does

---------------------------------

tina oh tina

ignore it 

but im too weak 2 face it !

sometimes i feel like i’m such a foolish following my emo too much..

tapi i wont regret & i wont give up ! but i juz fed up . seyeshit .. 

the last airbender ;)

tanah .. air .. api .. angin ...

kalau dipilih antara salah satu ni

aku nak jd air

sebab air sgt soft 

bersifat lembut

tak mudah berdendam

senang memaafkan

atehsss ...

syoikk nyer ...

tapi air ade sifat tersendiri 

ngeeee ;)

sifat keyakinan

yeaay ! itu yg aku mahu

caiyok tina , jd la air

COME ON 

ahahahaha :P

ntah !

aku memang tak "PERFECT" tapi kau patut tunggu aku sebab aku "BERBALOI" 
Yeay! i found this is very interesting..curik ayat dlm film EXPENDABLE 
kisah;bak kata pepatah "org tamak selalu rugi"
yedzaaa,damn fuckin true..kaaan ?
yang di kejar tak dapat yg di kendong berciciran 
ahaaa,padan muke kau ! okey...
jgn tamak please ..
appreciate duh benda yg terhidang dpn mate
walaupun tak perfect
tapi sumpah benda yg selalu dpn mate ni hebat
fact okey..
kite manusia mn pernah puas ?
selalu nampak dekat tgn org lain indah
dekat tgn sendiri nampak bernanah jek
hish..ape laaa !
kite sume sama jek
mungkin setiap org diberi keistimewaan tersendiri
so "hargailaaaah"
jgn bnyk bunyi
jgn bnyk ckp
jgn bnyk complain
jgn bnyk mengeluh
ingat;bila nmpk sume benda indah ditgn org lain
org lain lg 1000x nmpk indah ape yg ade ditgn kite
"same jek"
teeeettt ! =)

F.U.C.K you

fuck you !

what have i ever done to you ? nothing otey..so why u treat me like shit ! i thought you were my friend...i guess i was wrong..this is end otey gampang.. i dont need you anymore ... puas hati ?dont ever fuck with me again..plz plz plz back off! go away before u get hurt ! say gudbye 2 your hottest friend plz ! ahaha ..remember;next time think twice about what your doing..okey ? duh..!You can go do your job and I will go do mine, As long as you don't piss me off again, we'll be fine....kaan ! 

you are nothing but trouble !

big fullstop !

migraine !

migraine sucks !

migraine attack...already check up & dr said  i've chronic pain..huh! full of stress and asleep problem.. damn damn damn, pity u tina ! hurm .. till when i've stand the chronic pain ? sumbody help me,whats the treatment of migraine pain ? plz plz plz .. i cant stand it..what should i do ? hmm, i juzt praying,willing this pain 2 go away ! 

awak !

saya milik awak

awak milik saya

cinta kite bukan atas dasar mainan

cinta kite bukan atas dasar paksaan

cinta kite juga bukan atas dasar kesian

tapi cinta kite atas dasar "cinta"

ingin memiliki

ingin disayangi

ingin dihargai

ingin dicintai

ingin terus bersama..

tiada lain yg terbaik buat saya

hanya awak yg saya harapkan

saya tak mencari kesempurnaan

tapi saya mencari keindahan

saya tak mengharap awak memahami saya

tapi saya harap awak mengerti perasaan saya

saya tak mengharapkan balasan

tapi saya mengharapkan kenikmatan

saya tak perlukan pengorbanan awak

tapi saya perlukan kesetiaan awak

awak adalah anugerah buat saya

saya luahkan ape yg saya rase

saya lafazkan ape yg saya fikirkan

saya buat ape yg saya perlu

dan saya percaya setiap dugaan yg dtg

saya mahu bertahan selamanya 

untuk kite terus bersama

merasa sakit & kemanisan bersama

agar cinta kite mekar 

sehingga keakhirnya 

MONDAY !

ahhhhh ! MONDAY again ... i hate it the most.. Its so boring to get up, get ready and go to work after such a nice peaceful weekend..


monday blues !


but monday is a key of the week ...


grrrr ..


damn it !


i wish i could "Start a Monday With a Positive Mindset" 

insan yg aku sayangi

satu dlm sejuta...

bukan utk sementara,

tapi utk selamanya...

bukan utk dibenci,

tapi utk disayangi...

bukan utk dilupai,

tetapi diingati...

bukan hanya diluar,

tetapi juga didlm hati...

bukan setakat ini,

tetapi hingga

akhir hidup ini...

[b]a[h]a[g]i[a]

Bukan semua yang anda sangka membahagiakan itu benar-benar membahagiakan. Bahagianya mungkin ada tapi deritanya juga datang sama. Semua benda pasti ada baik dan buruknya..!

gerak-geri GASING .. ahaha

Gerak geri memberi pengertian kepada perasaan yang tidak mampu terungkap oleh kata-kata...

gerak-geri samala ertinya dgn "body language"..bahasa yg digunekan oleh sume orang..pernah ade org tnye gerak-geri lg penting ke atau kata-kata? dan saya jwb "both",tp die nak 1 jawapan dan sy jawab gerak-geri sebab bg sy kata mulut boleh menipu, mulut boleh melemparkan seribu kata-kata tp gerak-geri ni spontan kan, cth nye bile kite suke, automaticly kite akan "senyum"..so gerak-geri lebih main peranan drpd kata-kata..huh! basicly dlm kehidupan seharian kite,kite bnyk gune bahasa tubuh,dulu mase kite tak petah bercakap lg,ibu kite bnyk ajar kite dlm cara gerak-geri..betul ? setuju ? haha..so meaning that,gerak-geri xboleh berdusta sbb air muke sering merupakan bentuk bahasa gerak-geri serta cara untuk mengesan perasaan seseorang ;) *peace*

" kata-kata bukan bukti unggulnya perasaan sebenar" 

facebook !

• HATERS : FB, i can share with people my good times, my bad times, my happy times, my sad times, pictures of me and my family,i can rant, i can debate.i can post whatever the fuck i want. After all, my FB page belongs to me, no one else. If you dont like it,DONT READ IT!!! okey ? ;)
• STALKER : I just really have a Big problem with " STALKER" .. fuckin psychos need to get a life and leave me alone...I don't need you motherfucker !
• FAKE :Be all that you can be , but first be YOURSELF ! why would you want to be someone else, when u could better by being urself ? huh !

P/S : pakcik dan makcik sekian ,PLEASE please jgn judge life sy daripada ape anda tengok di FB saya ! Don't judge book just by cover ! know me before u judge me okey...We are all learning & growing through our own individual experiences. Who are we to judge others in the ways that they learn & grow? kannnn .. 


ANOTHER one , everything in life can be improved.. i'll do my best 2 improve my life..i'll pray for others to improve their life but i'll not judge or tell others how to improve their life untill i have made PERFECTION out of mine !

 

nobody perfect and im not perfect either ! ( sesaje tambah lauk) HAHA

manis dimulut busuk dihati

tak faham tak faham !

bulan puasa xbaik memarah kan ..

tapi !!!

kesabaran aku ade tahap okey...

lidah manis mcm madu !

hati busuk mcm bangkai !

kenapa kenapa ?

jgn asyik jatuhkan org lain

sedangkan diri sendiri nak tersungkur ..

aku diam bukan beerti aku bodoh

dan engkau melalak mcm anjing xsemestinya kau pandai !

aku xpandai nak berbahasa

tapi aku cuba seada upaya aku

untuk memantapkan ilmu

supaya mulut aku xbau longkang mcm kau

cermin diri sebelum mengata org ye kak ! 

bile tgok cermin jangan lupe bace doa supaya

pemikiran engkau tak diracuni SYAITOOOON...! 

KADANG-KADANG ;)

Kadang-kadang demi menjaga hati orang lain, kita terpaksa memakai topeng kepuraan, bergembira dalam tangisan. Kita mungkin tidak selesa berkongsi kesedihan dengan orang lain. Namun jauh di sudut hati, kita sentiasa berharap agar ada insan yang sudi bertanya tentang perasaan sebenar kita...

kadang-kadang kita terpaksa bersembunyi di sebalik kegembiraan demi untuk menyembunyikan kesedihan kita. Banyak alasan yang boleh diberikan, tapi yang mengetahuinya hanya lah empunya diri. Orang lain mungkin boleh membuat andaian, dia tu begitu, begini, tapi yang tahu apa yang tersirat di hati hanya lah empunya diri..

Namun, kadang-kala, yang dilihat tersenyum itu hanya lah solekan di muka, tapi di dalam hatinya penuh dengan luka…!

RINDU !

RINDU ...

jujur aku katakan , dr haty aku yg tulus..

aku sgt MERINDUIMU syg ..

aku tak bisa jauh dr mu ..

hanya bayangmu menjadi penawar dikala aku ditusuk duri rindu..

syg,rindu ini sgt pahit untuk ditelan...

tp aku harus akur dgn kenyataan & anugerah rindu ini ...

RINDU RINDU RINDU !

RINDU dekat budak yg selalu bikin aku jadi GILER ...

;( :( :(

boy's birthday :)

08.08.2010 NURUL HISHAM a.k.a ABOY POWER .....

woot woot happy birthday aboy 26

On ur birthday, I celebrate you!Happy happy birthday!May each new birthday be the best one ever for you ;) aboOoyyyyy ! You're a getting older babe ! ahahah ;P

You‘ve been my friend in history..Past, present and future....I appreciate & respect u ..

our friendship stays, strong and true ;)

ILY boy ....

had fun with them ...love you all ;D

                                                

STICKWITU (TERBAIK)

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say


Nobody gonna love me better




I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.






I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)






So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

WELCOME RAMADHAN ;)

Rukun islam yg ketiga : Berpuasa pada bulan Ramadan ... ;)

Niat puasa ramadhan : nawaitu souma godhin ‘an adaa i, fardhi syahri ramadhaana haadzihis sanati lillahi ta’aalaa

                        SELAMAT BERPUASA ;)

favorite quote!

what goes around comes around !

It means that whatever you do in this life to other people, whether it is good or bad, the same will return to you.



Maybe not in the exact same way, but trust me, payback is a mess!

LEARNED !

• I've learned that just two ppl argue it doesn't means they don't love each other ...
• I've learned no matter how much i care,some ppl just don't care back ....
• I've learned that sometimes you have 2 put the individual ahead of their actions...
• I've learned that it takes years 2 build up trust & only seconds 2 destroy it .....

I'VE LEARNED THAT I STILL HAVE A LOT TO LEARN !

FAMILY & BEST FWEN .... ALL IN MY HEART ...

BELOVED FAMILY

1. AYAH : You are my hero, AYAH ...Whenever I'm in trouble,u always have a plan.u are the perfect father,And I'm your biggest fan and I LOVE YOU .....
2. IBU : the greatest gift from heaven..You’re smart, and you’re strong..my IBU is my role model for Most everything I do...IBU ..... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 
3. ABANG : Do you know who I want to be like u ? u are smart and cool bro !
4. AKAK : U Know whatever u do , i'll always by ur side sis .. be strong okey ? ;)
5. ABG AYIE : U are the best BROTHER ... ;)
6. ABG EDDY : my FAV brother .. u know y ? because cheered me when i'm sad..loving n caring . that u abg EDDY ;D
7. MUR : my GORGEOUS sister :) u are my everything , u are my world ..
8. ME : teeeeeettt ! ahaha :P
9. HAS : my lil bro also my best friend ... we laugh and we cried ... has, u are the best

BFF : SOFEYA AND ABOY

BFF : BLACK

Met them, became friends,shared secrets, freaked out,shared secrets, freaked out,Laughed with them, Smiled with them,Cried with them..

Just wanted u to know that my lovely friend, u are VALUED!!!

surat dr MULATLATLAT ;)

Kartini bt abu Hassan….






Bermula dgn hanya satu klik..”LIKE”

Sume nye brubah..sum1 yg tak pnah ptus dgn gelak tawa,

snyuman di bibir kini ku knali dgn lbh rapat..

sfat manje dlm diri nye m’buat kn seng ak mngenali drinya dgn lbh rapt..

sharian b’sama,buat kn ak tak nak jauh dari nye..

slah slap sume same2,glak same2..haha…pecah..

sumtme ble da rndu sume jd knangan plg indah..

ta pnah ak epy cm nie sjak sgala2 brubah dlm hdop nie..

dy la sum1 yg evrytme ad dgn ak,

seorang yg cool,steady,strong..tue la dy..

tak sume manusie hidup dgn senang..

jgn la memandang kekurangan dri owg laen dgn hina..

stiap mnsie ad klbihan dan kkrangan masing2..

manusie yang b’mule dgn hdop yg sush pasti akn akn berjaya dlm hdop..

KENAPA…???

Stiap dgaan yg dipelajari dlm hdup m’ajar hdop yg sbnar,kearah yg hdop yg lbey b’jye..

Sesapa yang senang di awal hidop dy ta kn wse cabaran hdop nie..

Krana hdop dowg seng,ap yg dowg nk sume dowg akn dpat..

Ap lg yg ta ckop dlm hdop dowg..

Pasti akn dpenuhi oleh mak bapak dowg yg mnyanyangi dowg..

Tp dowg jgn lpe yg sume harta tue mak bpak dowg yg pnye.

You,I cye hdop u akn maju,b’jye..

Jgn pk pasl owg laen,Bia dowg nk ckp ap..

Jadikn sume tnggapan bruk,jhat owg t’hadap u sbgai pmaju dri u…

Ta ad sowg manusie yg hdp dlm dnie nie yg smpurna..

Hanya nabi MUHAMMAD S.A.W yang sempurna…

Ta kn ad yg bole mrubah hdp kte,mlainkn dr kte sndri..

Dan kte jgn sskali brubah di sebab kn oleh owg laen,p’mntaan owg..

ALLAH m’jadi kn manusie at dnie nie da ad nsib khdupan msing2..

Jadi,jgn wsau ap yg akn b’laku dlm hdup kte..

Kerana sume tue da ktntuan hdop..

Sbg umat islam kite ad kdo’ da kadar..



One day u akn di syangi dgn spenuh aty..

U jgn wsau,jgn pning..

If sum1 tue da syg u,dy pasti akn tggu u smp ble2..

M’HARGAI , M’CINTAI , M’NYANYANGI..

Dy akn ubah hdop dy ntuk u,ntuk hdop b’sme2 dgn u..

Dye akn dtg sndri dlm hdop u tnpa u mntak khadiran dri nye..



Be strong , be cool , be calm..

KARTINI BT ABU HASSAN..

P’caye ckap I yg u akn Berjaya dlam hdop u..

Hdup u jgk akn bahagie bersama insan yg paling u sayang…

Sume masalah u sblm nie pasti kn m’beri ktenangan da kgembiraan dlm hdup u lpas nie..

I jgk mnsie biasa m’doakn hdup u akn tenang,bhagie,gmbre b’sama family u..

I jgk m’doakn kpd ssapa yg pnah m’aniaya u,ejek u,di beri pngaran dlm hdup dowg..

Bia ALLAH yg m’blas sume nye..

ALLAH jgk pasti akn tlg hmba nye ygg dlm ksusahan..ALLAH maha adil..

LIARS+CHEATERS+BACKSTABBERS = SUCKS !

huh ...i suggest , SHUT THE FUCK UP .. ok? I HATE LIARS, CHEATERS AND 2-FACED BACKSTABBERS!! u treat me like shit ! i hope karma hits you the best.. because WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ... please remember this ! liars'll get lied to, the cheaters'll get cheated on and the two-faced backstabbers'll be backstabbed ..! get it ? i really HATE u ! so GET a life !

NEVER, NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP ;)

Before we think there is nothing we can achieve that is useful, let's think twice, may be ten times, even a hundred or a thousand times and let's always

remember this..!

NEVER, NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP ;)

 

SUPRA ;)

;)

;)

nak beli nak beli,tp bila?haishhh .... 

CAKAP xserupa bikin

Hari ini cakap YA,
Esok cakap TAK
Hari ni BERJANJI sumpah setia
Esok terlerai janji & RETAK ...!

Tak faham sebenarnya kenapa terlalu ramai manusia mcm ni kat dlm dunia ... kdg2 diri sendiri pn mcm tuh gak ... bile berjanji mmg senang nak lafazkan,tp bile xdapatkan tunaikan ape yg dijanji, 1000 mcm alasan la diberi ..lumrah kehidupan kan .. kite manusia yg mmg suke bermain dgn kata2  kite xsedar kdg2 kata tuh lah yg musnahkan bnyk benda disekeliling kite ... bak kata org tua2, KERANA MULUT BADAN BINASA ...!So sy pn nak pesan kat diri saya sendiri ,DON'T MAKE A PROMISE IF U CAN'T KEEP...! :D

I am ME ;)

I am I... 
Do not change me, condemn me, nor put me down.
Accept me for what I am, 
No, you need not agree with me, 
But accept me, for I am total in being


I have my faults
I have my guilts
But that is who I am. 
Perfect I will never be!!!